Early

im am early bird at college for once, and this basically gives me time to think about things in life. I have a boyfriend and it has been difficult, not in the sense that we are falling apart, but in the sense that for some time we have been struggling to thinks things to talk about. This has been resolved by late night talking in bed. Oh c'mon, we all do it. It actually lets the truth fly out of its cage and take over the charade.

Anyway.

My landlord is being annoying as per usual, this is because he lives in the same building as me; when i mean building, i mean that it is a house that has about four floors. He is on the middle floor and i am below him, next to the front door (always good for making a hasty escape).
but today, for instance, he goes for his usual bike ride, and he was listening outside of my door, just to see i was on my own!
Its getting absurd.
Really.
To the point of him looking outside of the window and counting how many times my boyfriend enters the building. i have had about three vocal warnings on things that dont actually matter. its annoying to think that he wants to treat me as an adult but really, he treats me like a child.
I hate where i live, in conclusion.
But i cant do anyhting about it, until the summer time .

Thoughts in the late night/early morning calling

Something amazing will happen one day.I just hope I dont get asked to do something i dont want to do whilst i fill that space before my time. It's like a blank wall that gets filled with so much of your life, so much shit that needed to be sorted, so much laughter that needed to be continued, and so much human heartache that misery just wants to leave at the eve of battle of your heart. is your heart on your sleeve? there are always great realisations to every puzzle we commit ourselves into. massice changes should be made in order to our ideas and thought processes to be noticed. i am the fly on your wall and i see you. so many combinations can show many sides of things. i feel one with everything, but that feeling is only sometimes, and that makes it all the more precious

Winter months

Listening to Amelie soundtrack, I'm feeling particularly french.
I guess you could say that this is a journal entry that whenever i need to get something off my chest, I go here.
Thinking outside of the box is pretty hard to do all the time, but today I think my assignment did the trick. 10 minutes to explain my work that took my two weeks, and they had nothing to say after i had finished. They actually got up and looked at it like it was in an art expedition.
oh, don't you know?
I'm an art foundation degree student and I just merged illustration lo-tech, typography, 3D model making and pinhole photography into an amazing thing. model illustrated with colours that you wouldnt believe, it standing on a mountboard that looks like a chessboard that is breaking apart at the seams. Also there is a 'floating' cube with the sentence, "why don't you close your eyes and re-invent me?". Good stuff.

I guess i started this on a whim, meaning that i have more time to spare than i thought i did. Of course, im going to do my coursework on time as well as have a social life, i mean, my birthday is coming up.

well.